May 2012
31 posts
i want the time to read this book, read that book, read the words on paper that you wish you could say from your heart because that would be easier to understand and i would never forget them that way. i want it to be as simple as it sounds: do what makes me happiest. but it is never that simple is it, because i have to make my mother proud and why is it so often that the things that make me...
“I never want to be ordinary or predictable or average. And if that means doing...”
– today-isawindingroad
states-minds:
“If you love him, then love him. It’s that simple.”
littlecartography:
You’re my favorite time in the morning, sleepy voice and hands. I hear you. It’s the sheets rustling loud and another time zone waking. You’re the best secret I’ve ever kept, coffee eyes. Stories shifting from foot to foot like they were nervous to be outed. Like they didn’t trust me. May has been wakeful, building tension. Telling me how if we were just careful enough, later...
details, details. you breathe in when i exhale.
in about twenty minutes our foster kids will be told that the decision of the judge is that they are crown wards and as such are being put up for adoption.
all three of them are entirely hoping and expecting that they will be going home, so this will be unreal intense. all i can do is be there when the shit hits the fan and pray my heart out for them. i think this is the reason i could never be...
now, now // wolf. i would kill to be the cold,...
be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, and faithful in prayer.
i suppose i have some things to work on over the next little while.
all i know is i feel you in everything, everywhere, and every time my eyelids close you are there in the darkness for that one split second. every time.
all i know is i miss you.
1000scientists:
Peculiar: that our paths are parallel and sometimes overlap; we pass through people, though rarely this strange strange thing occurs. We knock each other down not for pain sake, rather we make an excuse to help each other up and exchange names, interests, questions and perceptions
Extraordinary: that luck and intuition push us forward to commit to share the same path as someone...
is it wrong of me to be semi-annoyed with the majority of the opposite sex right now? if anyone aside from my (ex)boyfriend tries to come onto me i am going to kick him in the shins. go away.
plus this whole thing is happening at the most emotional time of the month. what even.
thiselephante:
sometimes you have to get over the shit that you think is scary.
tierneylee:
I live, naked and nervous and curious, at the peak of a waterfall. Though strong are my intentions, I have but to blink to find myself taking the dangerous, ever present hand of gravity and leaping into the rocks beneath me. Delicious is the fall, devastating is the impact. Never, ever, ever will I learn.
michael and i are not together anymore. i am a mess to be honest but i am trying.
all i can say is, do not give up on the things you have always wanted for yourself. they are out there and it may take falling down a few times to see it but they are out there, waiting for you. maybe it will be michael after all, sometime in the future (how wonderful would that be) and we left the door open for...
“To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human...”
– Anna Louise Strong
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if praying is your thing, i could really use some courage tonight. i don’t feel very lionhearted but i know i have to be.
